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From: lakshminarayan krishnaswamy (tngepl_at_hotmail.com)
Date: Tue Jul 11 2000 - 08:36:51 PDT
Dear Sri.Mahesh,
I am grateful to you for appreciating my "experience". On second thoughts I
am not quite clear as to why I wrote you this. Infact if you can see, I had
written my response in two parts - the "sharing of the experience" being
only the second part.
I am fully aware that I am the abode of all "DurVasanas", viz:
Kama,Krodha,Matha,Lobha, Ahankara etc.I have not had the good fortune of
studying the works of the giants of our sampradayam, or even be associated
with them. I am also not familiar with our sampradaya etiquettes.If our
Thoopul Kulamani can call himself "Aparada Charkarvathi", what to talk of
us.
That the "Karunamoorthy" at Tirumala, responded to my plea is some thing
remarkable. I feel that He only wanted to create a "Vyajyam" for him to take
over the reigns of my life. He is like a concerned mother always having the
welfare of Her children in mind. He does not go into the merits of how good
you are. On the contrary He just waits for us to "cry out to him" with
deepest faith in Him and fully acknowledging our ineptitude. I am absolutely
sure that He wanted "His message" to be "conveyed to you" through me.
God bless you.
Adiyen
K.Lakshminarayan.
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