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Lord's Vyajyam

From: lakshminarayan krishnaswamy (tngepl_at_hotmail.com)
Date: Tue Jul 11 2000 - 08:36:51 PDT

Dear Sri.Mahesh,

I am grateful to you for appreciating my "experience".  On second thoughts I 
am not quite clear as to why I wrote you this. Infact if you can see, I had 
written my response in two parts - the "sharing of the experience" being 
only the second part.

I am fully aware that I am the abode of all "DurVasanas", viz: 
Kama,Krodha,Matha,Lobha, Ahankara etc.I have not had the good fortune of 
studying the works of the giants of our sampradayam, or even be associated 
with them. I am also not familiar with our sampradaya etiquettes.If our 
Thoopul Kulamani can call himself "Aparada Charkarvathi", what to talk of 
us.

That the "Karunamoorthy" at Tirumala, responded to my plea is some thing 
remarkable. I feel that He only wanted to create a "Vyajyam" for him to take 
over the reigns of my life. He is like a concerned mother always having the 
welfare of Her children in mind. He does not go into the merits of how good 
you are. On the contrary He just waits for us to "cry out to him" with 
deepest faith in Him and fully acknowledging our ineptitude. I am absolutely 
sure that He wanted "His message" to be "conveyed to you" through me.

God bless you.

Adiyen
K.Lakshminarayan.
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